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[Oct. 1st, 2005|12:46 am] |
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| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | goo goo dolls | ] |
i dono sometimes people just get depressed. there must be some reasoning out the as to why. i would like to knnow because i am one of the depressed. i dono it could be that people just suck such as people who dont fuckin mind their own business or people who try to defend themselves and their friends who are clearly wrong or it might just be the people who love to talk but cant back it up. im tempted to write names but im not gunna sink to that level like they have............just yet. i dono im not quite sure that i wana stoop down to their level because quite honestly im bigger than that. i dont need to act like a fuckin shithead to be cool or to "stick up for my friend(s)" when quite honestly every one knos they suck anyways. but im not gunna sit here and bash them because that will give them the attention that they want and im not about to give it to them. but w/e. people suck life sucks people suck again and yea people suck again mainly the ones who cant mind their own business and keep their fuckin mouths shut. |
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[Jul. 1st, 2005|03:06 pm] |
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well i just typed this whole long entry and it got deleted and it pissed me off. yea so i was saying that i rly wana go home because ive spent the last 2 weeks at football caMP and here in nh and i dont like it at all. well w/e i dont even think any1 reads this shit anymore. im goin to shave this beard off ill ttyl.
~mike~ |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2005|09:20 pm] |
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| |  contemplative | ] |
well i havnt updated in a month and a half. i dont even thin any 1 reads these any more but im gunna update anyway. so yea im sittin here up in nh on my family vacation watching the sox with my family well most of the are gettin ready for bed but w/e. iv been thinkin aboutthings lately and i really wana change somthings in my life. theres a person in my life whom i really care about who is moving away soon. we really have this connection and i dont wana c'er go. i dono thats been botherein me alot. thats really all thats on my mind at the time ill update soon
peace
~mike~ |
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[May. 4th, 2005|09:52 am] |
its second period and im sittin here odoing nothing because i have a free. believe it or not i dont have any homework i can do so ive decided to update. i fuckin hate school. i cant wait til i leave next year. i gut 17 more days left here. i cant wait til summer vacation.
i have no offically become a loser and created a mspace so look for me on that shit well i dono what else to say so im gunna go eat. |
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[May. 1st, 2005|12:14 am] |
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New blood joins this earth
and quickly he's subdued
through constant pain disgrace
a young boy learns their rules
with time the child draws in
this whipping boy done wrong
deprived of all his thoughts
the young man struggles on and on he's known
a vow unto his own
that never from this day
his will they'll take away
what I've felt
what I've known
never shined through in what I've shown
never be
never see
won't see what might have been
what I've felt
what I've known
never shined through in what I've shown
never free
never me
so I dub thee unforgiven
they dedicate their lives
to running all of his
he tries to please them all
this bitter man he is
throughout his life the same
he's battled constantly
this fight he cannot win
a tired man they see no longer cares
the old man then prepares
to die regretfully
that old man here is me
what I've felt
what I've known
never shined through in what I've shown
never be
never see
won't see what might have been
what I've felt
what I've known
never shined through in what I've shown
never free
never me
so I dub thee unforgiven
you labeled me
I'll label you
so I dub thee unforgiven |
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[Apr. 26th, 2005|09:47 pm] |
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i am wiked pissed cuz i just did this whole long update which was really deep and i got disconnected and that makes me mad!!!!!! |
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[Apr. 22nd, 2005|11:52 pm] |
i havnt updated in like a bajillion weeks cuz my computer was broken and it just got fixed. so ya i go 2 therapy now and i didnt want 2 go but i like it now. i actualy think its helps a whole lot. my bday is in 2days and we had the crazy ass party last night which was kinda like a b day party and it was of the chizzain and yes. sooooooo im just gunna go 2 bed or something cuz i gut 2 games 2morow and thats about it
6 monthe N~WERDS |
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[Mar. 31st, 2005|10:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | slipknot--wait and bleed | ] |
its like 1o:34 and i dono what the fuck is going on. well thats kinda not a surprise 2 most. im kinda bored but w/e. i had basketball 2day.im going 2 qinthrop high next year. im failing chemistry. i like chicken on pizza. ricky bought me lunch today cause i forgot my wallet. i got this kinda cold thing going on and i dont feel to good. i wana go to church. i actualy might go tomorow morning which will be pretty kick ass cause i gut alot 2 pray for. i know can just pray when ever or where ever but i rly want to go to mass. i goin 2 nikki z's party tomorow which is exciting i guess although nothing is exciting me right now. but w/e some one better call me up this weekend cuz i gut nothing 2 do so call. |
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[Mar. 29th, 2005|10:36 pm] |
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paybacks a bitch..... |
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[Mar. 28th, 2005|07:41 pm] |
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u kno some people just deserve to be repeatedly run over by a truck..... |
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[Mar. 24th, 2005|11:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | gloomy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | pantera```cemetery gates | ] |
well i just got off the fone with katie rooney and i am sitting here listening to some lovely metal quite loudly and thinking about all the things that people think about. so yea here's how it goes. actualy why the hell would i tell you thatif u really want 2 kno call me and if u r important to me i will tell you. there is someone tho who is driving me up a freggin wall. this person trys 2 blame all the problems of our friendship on me and when i try and fix it the person go's off and flips on me. and if this person remembers it was that person who started it all on the lovely winter afternoon in february. and i hope they remember what they said. and im not sayin that it is all this persons fault all im saying is that we boht fucked up somewhere down the linda and instead of say its all my fault or gettin mad at me about all this and yelling and hanging up on me i think we should try and talk about it like a couple of normal people despite how hard that may seem. and i swear 2 god if someone asks me who this is about ill go out of my mind.
but anyways yea im 90% sure of winthrop high next year. thats gunna be awesome cuz iv made so many friends in winthrop the past 2 years and i think itll be great being able to see them every day. i wana play football and basketball. espically football cause of the kick ass jackets.
so anyways theres a few great concerts comming up that im excited about. there is a rumor that the queens of the stone age and velvet revolver are gunna b touring arround here in may wich wouuld be fucking awesome. and then theres taking back sunday who is fuckin awesome live and then big d who iv never seen before but i do like there stuff then jet and oasi. im not 2 excited about jet but iv been an oasis fan since the first grade. i also heard that dave matthews is gunna be here this summer then i kinda wana go 2 warp tour but then the mother of all tours concerts and shows........yes u'v uessed right....OZZFEST!!!!!! yes ladies and gentlemen ozzfest featuring iron maiden, black sabbath, black label society, rob zombie, killswitch engage and a bunch of other amazing bands. hopefully they'll add a couple of other great bands like lamb of God and slipknot who are two of my all time favorite bands ever and were absoutly amazing live. i hope metalica puts on another tour soon cuz the metallica godsmack tour was amazing another band who id love 2 see live is tool. i love there music. dimebags old band is going to be playing outside of boston in may and i hope to hit that up in support of dimebag. mudvayne would also be awesome 2 see. i cant fucking wait til ozzfest its gunna be fucking awesome.
so as i sit here and ponder the barriers in my life that keepme from obtaing true and complete happiness while listening to my music and thinking how its nice how i can go and tell my problems to some onewith out the inturupting me as would any person do if i were haveing a conversation, i am going to say goodbye but i dont want to say good bye i want 2 say see you later of talk 2 u in a few or ill call u because goodbye is such a depressing word. you always say it after the end of something ood or something you enjoey or some thing you got some sort of satisfaction out of. u say it to someone who is leaving and wont be returning its so depressing. well i am going to go hope 2 hear from every 1 soon.
\~\~\~\~\~~~~~~/mike\~~~~~/~/~/~/~/~/ |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2005|02:47 pm] |
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well school just got over and im sitting here in the computer lab waiting for christian 3 finish his project then we are off to the t station and yea that about it. i gut ccd 2night which should be a good time i think were goin 2 mass, that always a good time. probably goin 2 play some basketball before. yea so its been a pretty bad day. it was all f my friends last day of school cuz there all graduating and its kinda just me tom will and miles at lunch.yea so that about it and i guess ill go help this kid out with his thing and go 2 work. |
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[Mar. 21st, 2005|06:27 pm] |
id like to share with u a poem i have written called Oh Kleeb, My Kleeb
Oh Megan Day
Why must u take my Kleeb away
If u give him back id would be gay
in the non homo-sexual way
please give him back i will even pay
please give my kleeb back oh Megan Day |
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[Mar. 21st, 2005|09:01 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | lazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | me singing 2 kleeb | ] |
its the end of first period the bell is about 2 ring i gut a quarter project due at 3 which i havnt even started i am sittin here with the wonderful kleeb who is doing his senior project and eric sulfisburg who is odin i dono what and i think i just got in trouble for skipping my required study period cuz i was trying 2 work on this effin project and its just not happening. i cant wait til next year. VIKING PRIDE! |
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[Mar. 17th, 2005|10:42 pm] |
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| | blah | ] |
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| | mudvayne | ] |
tea well i think its offical...i am not going 2 be returning 2 bc next year. its just not the place for me, its either wintrop or asvio so yea i just thought that i shall clear that fact up and yea i dont have much 2 talk about so i am going to go |
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[Mar. 13th, 2005|10:54 am] |
'Cause i love your little motions....
You with your pigtails....
What a nice creation....
Worth another night in jail... |
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[Mar. 6th, 2005|04:45 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | frustrated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | black label society | ] |
yea so i dono anymore. im just confused about everything. i think im gunna run away by myself and live alone. people are so confusing. they just really need2 make up their minds about things. they say they want one thing and then when they get it they want something totaly diffrent and its really confusing cause it jsut is and frustrating and sometimes they dont tell you what they want and then wen u dont pick up on a signalthey like gonuts and then they tell you they want u 2 do somthing and then wen they do it they get all bent out of shape and its just wiked aggravating. i am just so effin frustrated. |
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[Feb. 22nd, 2005|11:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | fed up | ] |
| [ | music |
| | \~disturbed~/ | ] |
well its me again. just got in from a pretty boing night. it was good wen i saw brian breau because hes a who just wants 2 have fun and dosnt want 2 get caught up in all the "drama". i think hes a great guy. besides the great people like the great brian breau theres ppl who feed off of the "drama" and shit like that and love 2 get caught up in other peoples business and think they're doing a good thing by creating more "drama" and then say something or do something totaly contraditory and tell u your the asshole for not wanting your life 2 suck. these hypocrits i am grwing tired of. i think they just need 2 shut the fuck up and realize their ife isnt as bad as they think it is. they also need 2 realize that people who have real problems wether they are big 1's or not need some one 2 listen not some 1 2 put more in their head to think about....yea so u can see that i am quite annoyed with these kind of people. but on the up side there are cool people out there who are like brian breau. if only there were more brian breau's in the world. i hate pesimists i really do. im gettin 2 be quite angry over this and i think that i should be considering these people not only are pulling themselves down but every else arround them 2. i need 2 hang out with some people who are solely comitted 2 having a good time and not into all the other shit that fucks with ur head. i meen there are a couple things that fuck with your head that are quite good for you for those of you who get my gist. i am getting way 2 heated. but i am going to continue just because i can. and i wont stop until i feel necessary and if u dont like it eff u cuz i run the fucking show arround here and u kno what fuck every 1 whos a pesimists or a hypocrit or one of those people who love to create more problems. fuk all of yous. cuz im sick of your shit and the next time u start im gunna come right out and tell you your fucking rong and if u dont like it get over it cause im right. and dont give me this bullshit about how u have no idea bout who i am or where i come from or what my life is like or any other excuse you can come up with cuz im fucking done with all of you. i am pretty much done with that 1.
also, fuck all you people who have so much to say about the catholic church who just happen to be catholic yet never go 2 church. those say i refuse to call my self catholic yet i am still going to get confirmed or those who can say their atheist and tell others that god sucks. fuck all of you this is America i can believe in what ever the fuck i want and if u gut a fucking problem with it fuck you. come say it to my fucking face. cuause i gaurntee u cant come up with one intellegent arguement about it.
fuck all you so called "democrats". its one thing being a democrat and a bush hater. if you such a democrat why dont u talk about other issues besides the war in iraq. and istead of bad mouthing the country and th government and stupid shit like that why dont you support the country which u live in and be thankful that you can go out and vote with out fear of being killed on the way to the polling places by a car bomber or some one who dosnt like who your voting for. why dont you stanb beside the soldiers who actualy have the balls to go over there and fight for this country because they love it so much regardlas of what the reasoning is. i have no problem comming out and saying yes i support bush and that i am a republican not because i support a war but because i believe in the way W promotes democracy and alos that i agree with him on many other issues. and once you can make an intellegent arguement about politics u all should just shut the fuck up.
and all the rest of you who say well my way is they best or what i like is the best. u all better get it right and learn the what u like is what you like and its not always what i like and if one more person tells me what i like sucks ill fucking go nuts on em. u have no idea what i like. u have no idea what is the best for me. u have no idea wbout anything outside your little world. and until you realize that theres more out there than what you like u should shut the fuck because someday your gunna take it 2 far some ones probably gunna make u shut up.
in conclusion im not 2faced, im not saying im always right, im not saying that every 1 should be like me. i saying every 1 needs 2 look on the up side of things and realize that people are diffrent and diffrent is good. and if u dont like diffrent look arround this world and pick me out 2 people who are exactly the same and prove me wrong and ill give you a million dollars. until then if u gut a problem with diffrent talk it out with sum1 like your a fucking civilized human being or shut the fuck up cuz no 1 wants 2 listen 2 u |
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[Feb. 15th, 2005|04:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | switchfoot----abundant skies | ] |
hey every one. im bored sittin here so i decided 2 update. past couple days have been pretty good im trying 2make the turn arround in school. i feel like shit tho, i think i gut the flu. went 2 lindas yesterday and dropped off her valentines present then went home and did a little homework after dinner then talked on the fone til about 11:30 and finaly hit the hay. i couldnt sleep for shit cuz i felt terrible. all day in school i felt like shit. i just wanted 2 come home and go 2 bed. i gut the worst headache. so yea 2morow night im goin 2 the bc v. rutgers game with the padre which should be fun consedering i feel better. i am looking forward 2 february vacation very much. should be pretty fun. theres a certain sum1 i want 2 hang out with this vacation and i think they would kno who they r if they read this just because it be pretty cool 2 hang out with a good friend so if u read this and u kno who u r please give it a chance and call me or sumthing.
iv been thinking about things lately and iv realized how awesome life is even wen we dont think it is. iv realized how much i love my friends and family and how important they are to me. iv realized how lucky i am that theres always some 1 here for me 2 talk 2. well i gutta go set the table for dinner
love u all
mike |
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[Feb. 13th, 2005|12:38 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  horny | ] |
| [ | music |
| | big d and the kids table | ] |
mad effin cheesy g unit 2 u all!!! iam finally updating and i am getting excited to the point of morning wood. yes morning wood, even though its not morning. but yea this weeked was the first weekend ive been out in awhile and it was a pretty good friday it was kristens bday party and i throughly enjoyed my self, then 2night i thought was gunna suck cuz i hada go out for dinner with the family but wen we were driving home i saw all the guys dwon the center so i jumped out of the moving car and i ended up having a great time. yea so thats about it and o yea lind ais awesome.
peace out negros
o yea im actually pretty horny right about now |
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